Book Review – Even if we Break by Marieke Nijkamp

From #1 New York Times bestselling author Marieke Nijkamp comes a shocking new thriller about a group of friends tied together by a game and the deadly weekend that tears them apart.
FIVE friends go to a cabin.
FOUR of them are hiding secrets.
THREE years of history bind them.
TWO are doomed from the start.
ONE person wants to end this.
NO ONE IS SAFE.
Are you ready to play?

My rating:

I received this book from the publisher via Net Galley in exchange for an honest review.
I seem to really enjoy Marieke’s writing, and when I learned this had queer and autistic rep, this book shot up my TBR! And I’m glad I did, this was another one I marathoned through in one go, I couldn’t put it down.
Firstly, it’s set as a D&D murder mystery style game and I am SO jealous that I can’t play that with my D&D crew, it sounded so fun. Secondly, I really enjoyed how the role play element blended into the real lives, and how the writing gave us enough to see both along side the thriller. We also really get to know the characters in a short time.
The thriller element, while not the best I’ve even seen, was pretty well done. It concentrates more on the “why” and “what next” than the who – I figured it out pretty early on, and I think you’re supposed to. I have seen a couple of people who didn’t enjoy this part, but it worked pretty well for me. The tension and suspense is well built, and we know enough about the characters for their actions to make sense.
Out of the five main characters, we also have some frankly amazing rep. There is a trans guy, a non binary character and an autistic character. Plus some great disability rep. It was really great to see so much, without it pulling the focus of the book I loved our main characters. Plus the romance element between Finn and Ever is super cute.
I definitely recommend this. 4 stars.

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12 Comments
Rachel
I have heard good things about this book! I might have to add it to my TBR! Great review!!
Sheri Dye
I need to look this up, it sounds really promising. Thank you! 🙂
Ellie
Never heard of this before! Glad you enjoyed it
BookMeSomeTime
Sounds like a great one, I never heard of it before which is a shame because this author is really great !
Literary Leisha
Never heard of this before!
What a cool cover!
Nicola Chard
I didn’t know this one has autistic rep, going to get myself a copy!
Booksandlemonsquash
Yay hope you enjoy
Kirsty
oooh i like that this doesnt focus on the who because i always figure it out in thrillers and find them a let down
amyjanealice
Aaaah I am definitely interested in this book!!!!
Lorraine
I’ve never played D&D in person, but highly recommend online (especially given the world)! I’m really intrigued by this one now that you’ve mentioned how it works!
lauren
this really hadn’t been on my radar! but …it is now 😀
Booksandlemonsquash
Yay!